Love – My will

I am happy, I want love.
I am sorry, I want  love.
I am alone, I want  love. 
I am lost, I want love.

I am to dream, I want love.I am to move,
I want love. I am to stay, I want love. I am to continue, I want  love. I am to bear, I want love. I am to yield, I want love. I am to sleep, I want love. I am to sweat, I want love.

Love me to grow. Love me to love. Love me to console. Love me to play. Love me to help. Love me to hate. Love me to sow. Love me to reap. Love me to believe. Love me to live. Love me to die. Love me to swim. Love me to sink.

Love me to be sure. Love me to be confident. Love me to be me. Love me to be lovable.

Love me for others. Love me for yourself. Love me for myself. Love me for all. Love me for nothing. Love me for everything. Love me for greatness. Love me for nature. Love me for creatures. Love me for less. Love me for more. Love me for beauty. Love me for ugliness.

God I am your part, don’t depart, always love me. I am in love of love for your love.

I did in the wold what you wanted. In your world –  everyone was with me but no one was for me. Everyone loved me but not for me. I was for all but no one was for me. I had relatives but for namesake. I was borrower but no one was lender.

I am your child I want to remain like that to be innocent in my life, please accept me. I am yours, I want to be yours at last, please accept me. I am from you. I want to be lost but in you, please accept me. I want to be merged but in you. I want to be submerged but into you. I am a drop of your ocean. Please save me from nexus.

Let me be I, let me be me, let me be myself, but at last, let me be you and yours forever. Let me rest in peace.
And my, the last will  from you is, let me  remember my mother always, even with you, only. Please ignore my sin.

The question and spirituality

If we spiritually think, it becomes evident that life is a question in itself from entry to the exit from this world. The pertinent question of invisible soul may never end. But we can not yield to it and stop asking question. Question has place value, importance and may have quality.
  Every question asked has two main aspects. First the questioner wants to explore and enhance knowledge or wants to examine the answerer. Exploration may make the secrets unveiled to the world and may prove to be venom or nectar for the world and nature, depending upon the traditions and changing thoughts of humankind. Since the world’s  configuration has diversity in social development, biasness, regional cooperation, economic growth and opportunities to excell, the outcomes of exploration  may be useful or useless accordingly. The views of supremacy,  dictatorship, conquer and slavery may get venomous approach towards the same favorable outcomes. Ultimate gainer or sufferer is the world and nature. So before the outcomes are to be on floor, the question on their effectiveness  should be  deeply taken care of. We know the threat and usefulness of the same technology in atom bomb making and nuclear power generation. The atom bomb is being used as threat on the existence of civilisations while nuclear energy is used for the betterment of humankind.
Question asked to examine the knowledge has many aspects of showing the right path, srength, assessing the weak points and generating crave to be one of the best in the field or it may be for mockery of the answerer. This may instigate to know more or generate hatred towards the  questioner.
Thus answers of questions may be useful or useless according to their acceptance by the beneficiaries in the world related affairs. But the same may not be true in case of spiritual world for questions on almighty. Every answer may add to the knowledge on search of the almighty. The most common question on almighty may be about existence. I myself think there is someone to look after and to control not only humans but also every creature on earth. The creator certainly might have abode to welcome all of us.
The only common thing in all creature is the soul which comes in the world on the path of love and departs on own for the love of the almighty who has assigned every one duty to perform in the world.
Every role is well defined for every soul in the nature for assistance in performing the
acts of almighty. So the questions on the almighty may have no different answers,    ” except the style in placing the words in different order “.
It is the sole purpose of the soul to make the question alive in different forms by unveiling the secrets of universe. This question related with almighty is a  bonding factor among all animals, plants and humankind. No one may exist alone but in fact assist each other for existence. This is the secret coding by the almighty. All questions to the almighty lead towards purification of soul from time to time, to do good before saying goodbye to the  world.
Love is the ultimate requirement of almighty. Questions come from love, for the love to all and for the almighty. There may not be  your God or my God. The benevolent God has no discrimination between his own creations. We are the sole reasons for such heinous crime of favoritism, for our sake to prove superiority over others and try to impose our vicious thinking by hook or by crook on weak and helpless people. Even violence, muscle power and fiscal allurements are used for this purpose to increase the followers to please the God. We ignore the godliness.
  There  are many questions but it is the only answer – the God is love and love is God. Any more question may be futile. Live whole-heartedly, God will meet us. Live for all, God will call us. God is so kind.

I am not bad

After a long time, I am in mood. I know that I may learn lessons even from a child. I have been to school to get certificate as license for getting service to be useful to clear dues to the society. I know nature is an open book. I have learnt a lot from it. I have finally understood that nothing is mine. I accept that I have to leave all my copyrights here before departure. I have seen people, hoarding for nothing. They are helpless when government’s agencies raid for  properties purchased disproportionate to their income. But I am astonished to note that  my neighbors are  boasting on raid of income tax department. It proves that they are rich by hook or by crook and having money, but are not traitors. They get more respect, more invitations to attend functions, after raid. Even media give coverage to them.

I have no money and no respect among my neighbors. But I am famous in my area because of by habits of drinking coloured or colourless water, that is tasty liquor for me. It is my best friend and encourages me to do the impossible things. I forget myself and people get entertained in gratis- free of cost. Older ones give intelligent comment, as well wishers of my family and repent on my plight. But the children and young ones enjoy from my drain dwelling. Every dog of my street recognizes me as friend. They take care of me on the street better than sensible neighbours.

Really, I feel myself very bad person for family as well as for the society, when I am normal. I want to meet my natural end at the earliest for benefits of all others.

But I have changed my mood and am thankful to invisible eye opening, ever changing and challenging virus sir’s effect COVID-19, the pandemic. Everyone was fearing by the grace of virus sir and preferred to be in self locked house. What a pleasant surprise- mother nature was happy. Air and rivers’ water have cleaned themselves, pollution free. Sky was clear. For the first time I saw stars twinkling with joy. But I was in trouble only for my sweetie liquor. It was not easily available as there was complete lock down and market with enticing liquor shops was closed. There were complete dry days. I used my days fruitfully, I got some knowledge from discussions on economy by law maker leaders through TV during lock down. This added fuel to the fire and I became a little bit nervous due to non availability of my tonic. But one day virus sir got pity and some shops were permitted to open. It was to my utter surprise that my heart catching, all time attractive and life giving lovely shop of liquors were given first priority. I, for the first time, understood the vital role of liquors in the earnings in economy. I felt proud to be consumer of economy booster. There were cartoons in many news papers and social sites on the importance of brain soothing liquor in economy. It was more encouraging and I felt myself in heaven. But a few state governments raised taxes on my beloved liquors to fill their coffer. It could not deter my determination to be by the side of my enticing bottle, full of energy and enjoyment. I was thanking to all my friends who introduced me to this life changing liquid and made it my habit for ever.

Now, my doubt, on banning  the liquor sale by all political parties in their manifestos during election and there after keeping them in cold storage till next election, was clear. I was so grateful to virus sir that my special role in the economy became evident. I was feeling proud and was on the top of the world. I congratulated myself first time in life on this so called bad habit. I remember a dilogue of a very famous film and think in the similar way for me – I am a drunkard but I am not bad man.
Now, I know good habit constructs but bad habit contributes. Now, I have gratitude to myself. Otherwise, I always pay the same to others and use to be obliged for trivial assistance given by them in carrying me home in night. I, even, usually express thankfulness to not deserving one for nothing. It shows my humbleness, a good habit of liquor’s effect.
Now I have courage to have a demand  that area  around the shop upto certain distance should be declared as prohibited to avoid disturbances in peaceful and heaven feeling, consuming milieu and tress passers will be prosecuted strictly. In such areas of comfort real meaning of democracy is understood and unity within diversity is strictly observed without vested interests. Everyone does not want  disturbances in heavenly sitting, concentration, discussion and at last during unification with bottle wherein soul is floating. Every drop matters for its lovers in the line of water conservation,  where every drop of water is assumed to be saved.
So, neglecting my brothers of pious soul, useful to the nation may have hazardous effects, because this profession is economic booster not only in rainy days but also in happy days. Persons like me are respectable and deserve space in society, because we follow rules and my shops are functioning under license. If possible there may be my day. I am waiting for welcoming function for all our brothers who are contributing in uplifting the standars of living of others via economic growth. We are givers and givers only.
If every one of us give details of direct as well as indirect benefits of this so called bad habits, there will be shortage of papers to jot down. Every drop of pleasure giving, grief removing and idea generating nectar like pious liquid is giving everything and needs proper respect. A separate chapter on liquid economics on liquors should be devoted in the concerned subject. We are finally thankful and express sincere gratitude to virus sir for making known to the world, the power of common but special liquid famous as liquor.

G A N D H I – Beyond Horizon

A few lines of mine on Gandhi ji, the Bapu, may not define him or draw any conclusion on him. He was the belief and trend setter. He was the beginning and he was the end of thoughts of his time. We have knowledge of Gods and even proof is often asked to establish the truth. I think, beyond proof, the Gandhi ji was God of worldly habits. He lead and lived every aspect of life. Whatever conclusions he drew at different stages of life he applied them timely for taking further actions. He experienced the “truth” in childhood but applied for the rest of life in leading the mass. He even exposed his personal life for the benefits of all.
His life was an open book. The more you read the more you understand the meaning of life and responsibilities.

He had shown the world as to how to live with minimum requirements without disturbing natural ecology and using local resources. His every action was lesson to the world.

He was not having any political background but his only strength was thoughts influenced by religious books like the holy Gita. His message to the world was very loud and clear; that we could win and survive with strong, well thought, disciplined and planned execution and continuous monitoring upto the last result achieved. With these firm thoughts his views of non use of weapons and non cooperation to the mighty empire, helped the country in getting liberation from slavery without shedding too much blood.
His thoughts are still being applied in different parts of the world as peaceful weapons for liberation from slavery. He had proved that weapons could not deter the determination and rule for long period.
His message of non violence should be the moto of every citizen of each country. The world may see the heaven on earth, the nature may flourish and concept of global village may be true, if Gandhi ji is well understood by heart and not by mere theoretical approach.
It should be clear that piling of weapons may not bring happiness  and power in country but it reveals the weakness of that country. History is the proof, not a single mightiest kingdom is surviving on earth. Violence shows the sense of fear and insecurity. It has long term effect on humanity.
Gandhi ji had understood that and had analysed the strength of people and mobilised  them in India and South Africa.
There are differences on the actions taken by Gandhi ji. Tones of papers have been used to analyse him but It is my thinking that Gandhi ji was a messenger sent by the almighty to show the world the real path of peace and non violence. Further, through him, we get lesson that minimum is sufficient for living a good and self satisfied life.

If we follow them, certainly there will be peace on earth and everyone will be happy. Present situation of wars and lobbying among nations may be avoided. There will not be starvation in the world. The prevailing natural problems may be minimum because of minimum requirements from the nature.

I think, Gandhi ji was a soul to show the world path of heaven by his deeds and thoughts. We should agree that he who walked the talk, was reality.
No one may elaborate him, but adjectives can complain to him for lack in superlative  degree, for expressing the extent of his stature and  noble deeds. Even, many peace recognising and prize giving institutions or organisations of the world could not bring laurels to themselves by missing him in the list of their recipients. They missed the bus of history because of biasness. Now, they need recognition and explanation, because Gandhi ji was both introduction and explanation in himself.
He was so simple that a continuous single line may depict him without any decoration. Draw a simple line and a long stick on paper or any where, that is our beloved Gandhi ji who made a horizon beyond all horizons.


Every future generation  has to read and believe that  a  torch bearer of humanity was once here on earth, who loved everyone and lived for others and sacrificed his life owing to violence against which he had fought, while he was praying for all. A violent end of peace bearing lamp. Gandhi if you die in memory in any age in the world, that will be indication of dying civilisations and humanity. Still you are an inspiration to every movement for liberation and day to day problems.
Is there any end of writings on Gandhi ji who was loved by enemy too?

Four Pillars

If you want to explore the world and know the culture, traditions, different languages and living styles etc. of a place, then you have to be like a nomad, always on migration. Most of the countries or sea routes known to the world are because of this quality. If you want to imagine then you would have to close your eyes as if you are a blind. Light is not necessary for imagination. Perfection comes like that. If you want to address the world, be like a dumb. Analyses of words is must  to influence others like weapons- war or peace.  If you want to think, isolate yourself, correlate within, and visualise outer world, you will know the power of thinking.  
The outcomes of these human qualities have affected the making of civilisations and history, knowledge of many secrets of nature and universe,writing  of literatures related with all walks of life and necessities- morals, medicines,  economics, administration, rulings and duties, etc.
They are still in existence. Imaginations and thinking are mostly found in cartoons and stories related with children. They have effects on children. Even scientists are working on many of them to realise  the benefits  to humanity or security of a  nation.
At this age of life, I find that the most important  classical imagination of childhood game, I played with my friends, is the ” hide and seek”. Everyone might have certainly played this game. The lesson from this game we get is that all players become happy on their success. What a great idea on a game, no one is looser and all enjoy and remain happy.
Like wise, migration has discovered two countries- India and America. These are the two democratic countries influencing the world’s other countries in many ways.
We may have true friends and well wishers if we analyse and use words as miser. More the words and there will be more  complications in relationships.
If we miss these  four essential pillars in day to day life, then should try to imagine to migrate to develop new thinking for addressing the concern with effective words.
Every thing may change and may be modified. We may change and write fates to ensure the accuracy and flexibility according to convenience. But four pillars are necessity to humanity, civilisation, nature and world for existence.
Our ancestors have shown the way to know the world for sustainability and continuity

by Sant Kumar Sinha

Old is Gold

The old one is always gold- most valuable having manifestation of the nature. We should hold his goldenness because  he or she is leaseholder, householer, placeholder, stakeholder of our lives. He or She is at the threshold to influence us manifold. His or Her bold face unfolds golden folders of pretold doldrums scolding the time. His or Her foothold has withhold us together. His or Her smile is like marigold.

We sould always be thankful to them as we treat them as our path to begin this journey of life. They should not be neglected rather their experience and guidance may be of great use for the betterment of  society. Wherever olds are neglected down fall of the culture and fortune starts early. When they start  keeping silent in the home the fate of that family starts deteriorating day by day and doomsday starts early.

We should never forget that history repeats and we have to sail in the same boat and we may reap the fruits of whatever have been sown. There may be worse scenarios. The life is the best teacher and behavior is the path to tread in future to face the music. This is always true. The old one is a living library. They are hidden treasures. Our furure’s golden days lie in their pandora’s box.

Strategy and experience

Every creature in the world has importance and assigned job to perform in life. But in case of human being it may not be true. The natural importance in completing the life cycle is only assigned. Other activities are controlled according to the age of individual from childhood to old age through young stage. Humans have many privileges bestowed by nature as special case for appreciation of her treasure.
Among all creatures, something makes humans special in nature and that is developed brain. Humans have utilised brain for  developing a very important system of learning called education. Education is only essential need which unfurls the universe’s secrets and paves the path for meaningful complete life with due care of the nature. Education has unlimited scope but need a systematic approach which may be termed as strategies. Hence, we may consider that formulating strategies need education to be useful and purposeful.
The strategy may not be same in every case. Though education is very important, yet values and importance of experience of uneducated or lesser educated people may not be neglected. We have traditional thoughts that without proper training or education, success is doubtful. We, should also analyse that in many cases even after vigorous training, expected results are not achieved in various fields such as administration, economics and growth etc.
We may meet in life certain persons who are not educated or having minimal education but their experience mattered more and they are very successful in life. They are sometimes very useful in formulating the strategies and achieving the goals. We may get examples in field of agriculture, labour intensive work, caring and tourism etc. where local or migratory people are very friendly and helpful in making strategies and their executions. Even in field of defense they are very  useful. So raw education may be taken as tool of strategies and not as guarantee for success.
We should consider that experience comes with age and is a tool for refined approach in making strategies and taking decisions. We should  appreciate that many innovation are made based on the situation and requirements, by experience of both educated and uneducated persons. Still it is continuing. The same is true in case of making strategies. Recognition and appreciation of such people are necessary for existence and continuity of thoughts and developments. When the nature has capacity to change, we may also adapt to sustain. Change is first requirement for creation and continuity otherwise, extinction will be fate of humankind. So developmental strategies should be based on the history of nature and imagination of origin of life and survival.
Nature has shown the importance of strategies of step by step growth upto a level suitable for incarnation of humankind.
Experience may save them.

Four Musketeers and Life

The beginning of life, from invisible, needs addition from minimum two in counting following nature’s law and universal truth. This addition makes complete sequence of future of generations to come. It is true atleast for the mankind.
As the knowledge increases with age and experience, at suitable stage of life, we are taught the first lesson of life’s journey – addition, subtraction, multiplication and division. These are the four governing musketeers dominating  all kinds of knowledge. We apply them frequently to achieve success in the eyes of judging society. While addition and multiplication are having increasing tendencies, the subtraction and division are having opposite tendencies of decreasing or diminishing. These pairs of calculations control the entire nature’s operations and functions as balancing factors.
Since, the life starts with addition it plays the most important part in making the world suitable on every aspect of the nature. It is the symbol of continuous growth in definite pattern. Whereas the multiplication denotes growth by additions in leaps and bounds. It may be uncontrolled many times inviting disturbances.
Subtraction and division are two factors counter acting the influences of addition and multiplication. These are main factors in balancing all types of ecology. These factors may also be heinous sometimes leading to extinction of species and also paving the path for addition and multiplication of more advanced species in the nature.
Such is the case in life’s ecology also. Addition and multiplication make the society and are symbols of cooperation. These are symbols for growth, rich history, favorable atmosphere and happiness. The subtraction and division, in controlling bonding factors, lead to devastation or further growth of society. If they change the attitudes and inculcate the thoughts of selfishness, and instigate the behavior of bosses unruly, the ultimate outcome may not be easily imagined but it will definitely be heinous for society.
It may be astonishing to note that we have knowledge but for self, though knowing the long term effects. Social mutations may be in control if we take a risk of being able to make conqueror by utilising the same four muscatears. Rest is in the hand of the limitation of nature’s laws. We should follow the laws for the cause of humanity and almighty. We are directly or indirectly controlled by them. We are not independent for our existence. Sustainability is the prime concern for humans, because it is interdependent on various necessary factors.

Written by Sant Kumar sinha

Habits

   I have both good and bad habits. I always had attitudes for my thinking and good habits when I was in my village.
When I went to my district headquarter for higher education after passing the class 10th exam, I faced with the facts that all my earlier good habits were ridiculous for  city dwellers. There I learnt the new good habits of going to cinema and tried smoking also for belonging to developed category. I became cunning and wicked. Even I changed my thinking and speaking  style. But when I went to  bigger city for further study in university all my habits of yesterdays proved to be sign of backwardness. I adopted new habits of bunking classes for nothing, roaming here and there in search of smartness, demanding more money from home despite knowing the financial condition of father. I became more selfish to show  smartness. Now, I recalled as to how my elder brothers and their friends used to discuss on cinema, heroes and heroines showing their  knowledge and smartness. I also recalled the villagers who had left the village for ever. Whenever they came for short visit they proclaimed that villages are not worth living and people are very backward as compared to people of cities.

My journey for education witnessed the various stages of developed  attitudes and habits from village to small city to big and bigger cities. In short, it was like categorisation of undeveloped, underdeveloped, developing and developed nations of the world and stereotype attitudes towards each category. Our country is still considered as country of snake charmers and poor beggers despite our rich history and stupendous contributions of ancestors in science, maths, universe and medicines etc. and modern developments in various fields. Such attitudes are there for villages in cities. Once upon a time our country was famous as sone ki chiriya( golden bird).
Finally, I became a very good, smart, self centered and  selfish professional. Though I knew all my adopted  good habits were bad or worse as I was a villager by birth and having selfless helping attitude. I used them for survival, wherever necessary, in the so called developed big, bigger and biggest cities.
But at last, I accept,  I was lost with no identity. I am still a villager by heart. No city without villages can flourish. I have settled at the countryside and road has reached upto my village. I am afraid of changes. ???
We should never change our good habits. We may refine, define and confine them to be more confident in changing world. Humanity should get importance for over all developments and self-interest. We should take lessons from ancestors and utilise experience of seniors. We know old habits die hard but existence and continuity should get preference. Morality may fill every gap.
We have tried to make harmful cocoons around us in the name of developments. It is better to be wise to look into the future from the outcomes of present. Simplicity paves for completeness and spreads smile.
Such habits will pay forever.

Important

What is important? Who will decide? May nature decide? I assume that nature decides importance through selections. The selection is important for sustainability, continuity, adaptability  and progress towards unveiling the complexities. The importance of complexities appears as pillars which involve step by step growth from invisible creatures to most complex brain bearing human.
The nature has the onus for the role of every creature as per her needs and that is the importance of every creature from nature’s standards.
The nature has decided the role of human for her importance but has also empowered each human to think and create from simple to complex things and for use of nature’s treasure for sustainability and continuity.
We ( humans ) decide because we have decision making capabilities because of nature’s permission. We have  witnessed the activities in nature and beyond. We have assumed several things and drawn conclusions as per our needs. We have used this bestowed power by nature in categorisation of important and unimportant things for our existence. We have, even, decided the role of day and night, Sun and Moon and so on so forth for all, ofcourse, for our sake. In fact, we have developed important things in pairs  generally may be opposite  and/ or supportive to each other.
What we  see , are not  results of one day process. All those have been because of habits, attitudes and needs of humans developed in centuries. Our ancestors have decided basis of importance as per brain utilisation governed by the activities in the surrounding,  because their movements and inter actions were limited. The moment “wheel” and “fire” were discovered every thing including importance, started changing.
The importance of things still keep on changing. The basic needs of house,cloth and food for all are most agreeable important aspects world over and remain static. The importance of every thing hovers between minimum, maximum and unlimited requirements as per attitudes, habits and needs of individual and groups of people etc.
Though, one may live with minimum resources, yet in the long run, with on going changes, the greed and attitudes of  holding supremacy to rule on others, affected the most, in choice of important things. These two are the basic culprits for all sorts of rat race in the world, related with corruption, grouping and wars within a nation and among nations. The whole human civilisation, because of arms and annihilating ammunitions may be selectively eliminated from the earth by the nature.
We have made certain unimportant things important for satiating our selfishness. If we discard these things, the world will be one, one family without any  kind of distraction. We should not think of fight and might. We should not forget that with all our progress and developments we can not be complacent. We, with all our selfish professionalism, are decoding our Gods of interests in different forms and concepts of worship, but no one can change the physical rules  of body of human. We have to decide the limits of all. Otherwise, nature may decide her importance through selections and then eliminations. Though we are not animals, we should learn from animals because we have reached on conclusions that we are social animals. There are more similarities with animals. One of those is fight for community, territorial expansions, supremacy, among nations. But what is the importance of developed brain. We have to decide. We need nothig but we need everything. Humanity should get importance and not the materials.